so im still stuck in school, and i still have no idea bout the future...studies are detestable and yet i dont feel like frowning. i can finally say gd bye to the emo me...or can i? meh.

i must have failed all my practicals, its inevitable...i knew it before i gave the exam, so with that all cleared off whats the point in getting nervous and tensed when you already know whats going to happen? ahh pessimism is a great way to calm my nerves, if only i could be more optimistic, but i cant since i have seen my previous performances during the practicals and oh well they were quite up to the par, actually they were quite horrible.

so why worry? and i enjoyed watever time i had before the exam chatting and laughing. i guess this is how the failures in previous classes felt, condemned to fail so whats new bout that? and somehow you get used to it.

ah repeating the same thing again and again, a horrible habit that has been passed on by my bio teacher,

so wats new?

i finally got a mobile, frankly speaking it was quite embarassing when 8 and 9 year old kids would ask me "do you own a mobile?" i would sigh and melt with humility as i said "no i dont" and theyd go like "oh i own one!" -_- cheers for you buddy. forgodsake one kid was even roaming around with an iphone! whats wrong with parents these days?! dont they realize if they spoil their kids at such young age they wont be able to tackle tough situations, cuz let me tell you, you wont always get what you want but you will get what you need. meh so after 17 years well almost 18 since im gonna be 18 after a month. i finally got my own personal mobile. to be honest its not quite an achievement since i never begged my parents for one, i am not much of a talker, (typing is a different story!) so having a phone is just a necessity, not really a want. although im glad my phone has a 5mp camera! XD i got nokia 6600i as a gift for getting such awesome grades.

the phone is great but heavy, cant turn the shutter sound off, searched the whole place, sound recording quality sucks, the camera cant really focus properly at times. but its still gr8 :)

i always talk bout how gr8 pigeon fights are

well i recorded one here with my mobile,

and i finally saw a new side to our principal, the ever soo friendly and cool person,

lost his cool with the kids, he was really stressed out that day...we had to pin up some canvases and he was showing us how to hook them up, well all this was taking place during the kids break, so obviously since hes already the local celebrity, he attracted quite a crowd, kids stopped and started to stare as to whats going on, one kid was just standing right above him and was staring as he slurped his juice, the principal gave him the nastiest glare and when the kid didn't budge, he said "dont you have somewhere else to go? go on shoo!" and the kid went trotted off, and then the principal muttered "yah get lost, come back when you're 15" oo harsh, but then i guess when you're really frustrated you say out things you dont really mean. and me who couldn't know differentiate the better from worse, spoke "ahhh the big bad wolf finally shows his face" and he agreed "yah the big bad wolf" its an inside joke since hes created this school mascot called wilfred the wolf, whose really friendly....so the big bad wolf is another play on words...remember the story the little red riding hood?

we were actually planting seeds for advertisement on the clipboard, for our Festival of Masks, the whole school is making masks, and we had put up some masks on the boards, away from the reach of kids. who knows some might steal it, the on lookers were pretty interested >>