Friday, June 12, 2009

so its finaly over huh?
i walked out of the auditorium after finally finishing my exam, into the silenced hallways, how i wish i could have been there when all me friends ran out of the auditorium with grins stretching wide from one ear to the other, and the uproars and cheers of finally finishing the part of life that seemed to stretch to eternity...the celebratory hugs, jovial talks bout summer plans, a certain noise resonating that was still lingering even after everyone had left...
i could feel a tinge of happiness, as i smirked to myself saying 'its finaly over'.
as i turned to get my bag from the labs...i never realised the horror that awaited me, my bag was gone and the doors were locked.... -_-; soo much for a happy ending, if not a perfect one.
well i later found out that a friend of mine had taken my bag cuz they were goin to lock the labs...so i found her, along with the crowd of people awaiting for their parents to arrive to drive them back home. and well some other students were arriving for their afternoon exams.
i silently went and sat on a bench where my bag was kept and was about to call my dad, when i was interupted by someone who squeled my name so loudly that it left me shocked for a moment, and saw another friend of mine, i could really feel the aura of genuine happiness emanating from her quite strongly, "huggles to you too my friend" and then i realised my friends were head over heels by the fact that school's finally over...O_O hmm am i the only one who feels indifferent? somehow, i just cant imagine not going to school anymore, haha feels wierd, i guess my mind just cant register the fact that its over...and it aint never a good-bye but always a see-you-later.... it still is.
i am kinda tired feels like a long joruney has finally ended, litterally...i came home from skool, went straight to bed after a shower, woke up again, ate lunch, and slept again...woke up at evenin and felt like sleepin again, but i finally gave myself a break...guess i'll be awake all nite tonite...
Thought for the day

"male menopause"
quoted from one of the CIE AS level English exam


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Rabia 17 Pakistani

materialistic mind with a tinge of spirituality

selfish n greed r in my mind n yet my sympathetic heart can be melted away by an indigent, adventurous, wierd mixture of quietness with a sudden blast of wildness

artistic talents have yet to be improved, the maturity has passed to such a level that i now have invented my own philosophies
intelligent in studies yet i have not reached the point where i have to wear glasses
leads an aimless life, don't have a social life outside school, not prejudiced easily.
past is forgotten, futured is never cared for n present is boring...
a realistic mind with a touch of impossibility
likes to sing in the toilet, a thin-stiff stick,
a friendly person who has an open ear for anyone's trash
monotony can lead me to go temporarily wild, which can cause chaos
a person who daydreames 90% of the time during classes and 10% yawning
and yet manages to get above average grades
, a lazy ass, the i try to run away from responsibilities the more they chase after me
a rebel who fights against the senseless rules and regulations indoctrinated by our society
common courtesy is given to everyone; indiscriminately, unless someone antagonizes me
respect is given to those who deserve not any old person
official defined as a procastinator, describin myself? it ain't a peice of cake...
i have yet to figure out if i am more than a human being?
probably not...
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Likes and Dislikes

Dislikes
  • showoffs, bullies, really stupid ppl, mr/ms-i-know-everythin respectin just cuz their old (RESPECT PPL BY THEIR CHARACTER N NOT THEIR AGE!), ppl who patronize


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  • Right Now
    Say must study
    Music Do the panic!
    Wanna kill... no one at the moment
    Bought check shirt!
    Writing u wish i was
    Msn nick mushy head
    Eating had breakfast at 11 am
    Drawing the 2 face girl
    Goal for the day study accounts and finish at least half of the painting
    OMG indian dramas can be soo dramatic and over-the-top in acting
    WTF? kill that cheap-ass salesman


    materialist
    chucks
    play on a grand piano
    see snow
    slr
    semi acuostic guitar with vintage curves and a modern illustration imprinted on it
    mp3 player
    read digital fortress
    visit a foreign country
    tablet
    buy new boots
    stop procrastinating


    music.



    noise.




    nonsense.
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