ok ok so finally the stupid board exams are finished n i m free, but i always freak out n get scared as hell weneva i think bout wat the results could possibly be...i pretty much know for a fact that i wont be gettin A in any of the 2 subjects, but i could only pray for gettin a B. or else i m screwed.
yes so everyone seems to be makin a banner for themselves these days, haha i got inspired by czarina long time ago, march or feb was it? n thought i d try out myself it does look abit childish,
im still not exactly pleased as how the title looks, but meh who cares, at first i thought of creating my own skin, its just that i dunno how to program it, but it wont be that difficult to figure it out, i could just copy past a skins html n replace the pics links with my links...but its just too much of work, so i m stickin to the free ones i get on blogskins.com, thought i should share

sunshine is brightly smiling upon us, ah i wonder where my passion for photography has gone, lol, ironic isn't it, i craved so much for a slr that i was ready to do anything for money , which i did lol...but now that money is in someplace which i have no idea of, no its not lost, my mom must have taken it for safe keepin...
in anycase, i just wanted to wish farewell to my gr11 friends, but hey i will be meetin those doin ASlvl rite? even though it might be for a brief moment since our buildings will be different...

i m still confused bout my future, n i know i dun have much time left...so some of the choices that i could only think of were:- management, graphics design, dentist, psychology,
pretty diverse dont you think? well, if i wanna stay here then i have to go for aus, but the prob is they need 8 subjects n we're doin igs for 7, so i should have taken urdu along with e.m but well i didn't know, i still have a chance, that is if i study a commerce subject, my sis proposed the idea, n is willin to tutor me durin this summer, but i still dunno...gah wat bout arabic n isl/lifeskills, i mean dun they count for anythin,
if i go abroad then goin bak to hometown is my only option, n that too if i wanna study in medical field, the reason y i have a medical field is cuz my house is filled with diverse occupations, the only occupation missing is someone in the medics. i dun mind being a dentist, i know it would be gross lookin up into ppls mouth but then i know i'll survive, if i can survive a random russian filled with gore 18+ rated horror movie (u never know wat they might show on starmovies)

but its most likely that id be stay in uae, y aus? well, it is the best univ in uae with most of the top-notch facilties, aiming for the stars eh? now i wonder if i can reach them...i chose mangement well, cuz my sis was like any one can do it, haha i cant manage my wardrobe or my bookshelf n u expect me to learn to manage a company huh? possibly never gonna happen...

gah wat should i doo, i'm soo confused! i just wanna study a subject where i dun have to mug up alot, but is more application, then again i m not got reeeeeeealy at application stuff too...hah thats y i wanted to be a graphics designer, but then i wonder if i am creative enough?

in anycase, i think i'll try studyin accounts, lets see...its better to be on the safe side rite? but i dun wanna waste my brain capacity if arabic n isl/lifeskills r counted as a subject. GOD I HATE MAKING DECISIONS, its just that i have sucha a bad luck in makin decisions, my gueses even usually turn out to be rong so i dun even trust myself anymore

oh yah cant believe this is gonna be the last summer holidays, after the next academic year no more skool!