Saturday, April 26, 2008

k so i have finally realized that i got 1 month left to study 2 years portion for each freakin subject...n i m tryin my best to study for more than an hour with gettin distracted or takin never-ending-breaks
i got my mock papers, well i was pretty surprised by my eng mock, it was much better than before n for the first time in 5 years i scored an A in it! >:D i was sooo happy that i was huggin everyone, n couldn't stop smilin n my heart was racin! i tend to overreact alot....but come on first time in 5 years!
as for e.m well i guess i'll score a B which is much better than a C. paper 1 was gr8, i lost most of my marks in paper 4 alternative to coursework...to much to read, think n rite n not much time, plus drawin! u cant do all that in 1hr 30 mins! if wasn't for all those quarters n half marks i would have gotten 25/60...i still have to see my pper 2 which was the easiest outta the 2, i m sure i'll score 70+/80
my bro has been experimentin alot with his camera...
a pic of mine he took
well i aint lookin that great but the pic quality is really amazin, me wuv slr, if u wanna see more pics go to adnano.deviantart.com , wow shameless publicity huh?
anyways...there isn't much to see there as he has only uploaded 3 pics i think...

my sis, seein that i have an e.m board exam comin, bought me a few reference books made by discovery channels for gr7 or 8. its pretty colourful, n informative. its a volume contain 3 books, earth, universe, n animals. i dun really care bout animals so i have been readin the other 2 so that i can go to sleep at night.

the last week was quite filled with tears, not from me, but from ppl round me...well my class teacher made 2 of my classmates cry, one of em had an asthma attack due to the anxiety. well i remember wen amelita screamed at me for tellin other students bout the option of first lang, n i still find her in the rong for keepin it a secret; but i did not cry...sure i was depressed but to cry, umm :\ its a bit too much, i guess girls in my class r abit too sensitive. well i guess amelita has perfected the art of scolding, as she completely fulfils the aim of makin a person feel guilty to the core n she never entertains any excuses no matter how reasonable or genuine they may sound.
in another case, one girl started cryin just cuz the other one scolded at her...now i can not assure u the authenticity of this as i wasn't present at the moment wen this happend, it was a hear-say told to me by the girl who scolded, although i do know for a fact that there is a girl in my class who would cry over an insult or a nasty remark, n bring her mom next day. but comeon is it so hard to hear from one ear n out through the other? i guess i can cuz i m pretty much used to ppl scoldin me,

so in the end i would like to wish everyone the very best of luck for the upcoming exams, n to the 11th gr,
n plz be strong cuz im sure we've got far more difficult hardships waitin for us to overcome...
Saturday, April 05, 2008

k so i hate my life wats new bout that, wats new is that i finally got a SLR!! YAAAAY!!!
ahem even though it doesn't belong to *ahem me....
but i will still use it... hehe, its kinda pain in the ass takin close up shots though, my bro who was inspired by mOi (even though he doesn't admit it -_-;) bout canon eos 400d, he did see the nikon one too but it was too buldgy. in anycase, we got a free tripod stand, then he bought the cheapest lens he could find ehehe... anyways i m gonna put money in buyin the new flash ^^ the pics well it comes like how it is in the normal cam cuz of the lightnin n well we were all lookin like slobs... but i m sure with enough practice it would be just a pinch...
yesterday my sis forcefully took me to her univ (AUS) fair known as Global Day. it was like a mini global village...but the main attraction is usually the theatre! well the fashion show was gr8 except that i for the fact i didn't know that kazakhistan's national dress for a lady is a snow white dress(literally it was white!), with white-coloured witch hat, she looked cute like a fairy ^^. n the guy looked like a chinese emperial. only the indian n the paki did a play, the rest all did a dance...
haha the comments from the audience were awesome made me laugh soo bad... :P
anyways to all the ppl graduatin, see u on the ceremony, yes i will be dragged out there -_-, one of the former students comin as a vip guest is my sis friend who i just met on the global day, she said she didn't wanted to come bak cuz givin a speech is sucha pain in the ass n i agree to it...i wonder how gloria did get in contact with her...?
anyways have fun gonna miss u guys :'( with honeys mehndi, n skoon's randomness
Thought for the day

"male menopause"
quoted from one of the CIE AS level English exam


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Rabia 17 Pakistani

materialistic mind with a tinge of spirituality

selfish n greed r in my mind n yet my sympathetic heart can be melted away by an indigent, adventurous, wierd mixture of quietness with a sudden blast of wildness

artistic talents have yet to be improved, the maturity has passed to such a level that i now have invented my own philosophies
intelligent in studies yet i have not reached the point where i have to wear glasses
leads an aimless life, don't have a social life outside school, not prejudiced easily.
past is forgotten, futured is never cared for n present is boring...
a realistic mind with a touch of impossibility
likes to sing in the toilet, a thin-stiff stick,
a friendly person who has an open ear for anyone's trash
monotony can lead me to go temporarily wild, which can cause chaos
a person who daydreames 90% of the time during classes and 10% yawning
and yet manages to get above average grades
, a lazy ass, the i try to run away from responsibilities the more they chase after me
a rebel who fights against the senseless rules and regulations indoctrinated by our society
common courtesy is given to everyone; indiscriminately, unless someone antagonizes me
respect is given to those who deserve not any old person
official defined as a procastinator, describin myself? it ain't a peice of cake...
i have yet to figure out if i am more than a human being?
probably not...
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    WTF? kill that cheap-ass salesman


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    chucks
    play on a grand piano
    see snow
    slr
    semi acuostic guitar with vintage curves and a modern illustration imprinted on it
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    visit a foreign country
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