i m kinda sad well ok i m lyin now but my turtle just died n i dun feel a thing...
heartless yes! DEFINITELY! well the story is that my bro was throwing its food in the water so it can swim to it n eat, but well it was just paralysed with its eyes closed shut n sunk rite at the bottom even after being tapped n shaken a couple of times it wouldn't respond so i can only assume its dead but it could have into hibernation too, but the temperatures aren't the extreme. somehow i knew it was comin cuz it was just sittin on rocks all day while the other just swam frantically to reach some imaginary being outta its tank. so we all thought it was sik probably due to weather...lets have a moment of silence n pray that the turle rests in peace (sadly i still haven't thought of name for it yet)

now, on to the recent events...well during the holidays i was pretty much inspired by czarina to have created her own blogskin, so i decided to give it a try...well umm it does look quite promising only if i wasn't soo indolent bout it. its basically pop-art, filled with patterns...depends on a person's taste my sis found it sik while i found it quite attractive n vibrant n abit retro. so that issue is still pending. Next, the whisper's of a talent show being held had reached my ears a long time bak wen it was first announced n me being unable to keep my mouth shut (yes i m a terrible secret-keeper wen it comes to gd news) so i told my friends bout it, they all were soo hyped up bout it that it was all that they could talk bout durin the whole arabic period. then the rumours came that it was for gr11 only which pissed most of the 10thgraders since our batch (well mostly my group) didn't get to do anythin for the carnival. anyways, we r just clingin on to the hope that after the grad ceremony they might organize somethin for all the 3 batches...Next, i unconciously volunteered to try out public speakin (in other words, practicin for orals by talkin infront of the whole class) yes WTH WAS I THINKIN?! no idea i wasn't even aware of it!
well it was kinda suspicious that my eng teacher was givin my side a few stares quiet frequently waitin to see if any of the gd students might volunteer to talk...well stage fright creates a mental distortion among most ppl (me among them) so no one did. by the end of the period she finally looks at my direction n says 'rabia, u can do it for the next period' i was in utter shock O_O y me -_- i sit at the second last seat i try my best to avoid anyone to reach out to me n yet her eyes r as sharp as n eagle. my friend said that she was shocked to see my raisin my hand, n there was another shock O_O I ACTUALLY VOLUNTEERED FOR IT? she was kinda shocked too, i said it was impossible maybe i raised my hand to scratch my head or somethin but thats just impossible. well it doens't matter since the consequence of my retarded unconsious action is inevidible. my topic is copyin (mostly copyright material n stuff) I finally got to see a photocopy of my badge! ^^ well they were chekin if the names were spelt correctly...so yah mine was fine, its gonna be silver in colour, n well cant wait to get my hands on it, although i have no idea wat im gonna do with it except for wearin it. i still dun get y m i still sufferin the mockins from my friends wen other ppl also became somethin too. in the bus, in the class, durin the break, in the toilet, there is that stupid chantin always goin on ' deputy head girl, 'deputy head girl'
meh, just hope that this month ends out normally without any freak shows. n i hope on completely that blogskin rite after i finish bloggin, studyin, doin hw, eatin, doin project. i wonder if that all is possible in 2 hours...dun think so lets wait for the weekend