Thursday, November 15, 2007

hmm so finally i had a test that went gr8! (physics!>_<) although most of the ppl wanted to kill me weneva i said that. hehe
anyways...as much as the topic may sound stereotypical (since its tws) its somethin new for me, a friend of mine is gettin pestered by some arab gals in gr9, my friend doesn't who they r n yth r they pesterin her...so my arab classmate started to stick for my friend n she started gettin pestered too, well we all know that arabs just cant stay quite n let things go or ignore to be precise... n voila, one thing led to another n somewat we had a showdown in the breaktime, there was gonna be another one in the bus area, but i was too freakin tired to watch with my bad weighin a ton. my other friend who is a karate green belt (i think) wanted to chop them up but hehe wouldn't that be just playin into their hands since they wanted a fite... n for some reason there were just toooooooooooooooooo many guys outside my bus (kinda stinked >__< no place to walk.
so we all knew that the gr 9 are pretty worse than gr10 n even ms deepa agreed to that, well i wonder if the upcomin generations r really gettin worse? i remember i never saw any such probs with our seniors (well, maybe once...i do remember bloggin bout that incident) maybe a minor glitch sometimes but nothin serious but now ppl just have sooo much attitude!! just wth r those ppl r so proud of? they have no value or dignity watsoeva in skool, among their peers, teachers or boys (whom they value the most i guess), no brains at all, most of them r usually rebels that fite for the rong cause if i continue i might go on forever...but i m not talkin bout those who r younger than me, its just wat i have noticed among my peers n alotta other ppl too. beauty can give birth to pride, i can agree with that but wat if ur ugly with pride?! i dunno wether it is a gd or bad thing >_< i just dun understand y ppl have so much attitude? which is the only thing i cant stand in a person. i have been lied to, betrayed at times n yet i can forgive all that but i just cant stand someones attitude. i dunno bout gr8 n gr7 though...most of em r pretty obedient but then the world is gettin corrupted day by day... girls brainwashed by fashion magz, boys looking up to rappers...seriously just wth is rong with our generation! few of us who r sane enough for not gettin sucked with the stereotypes n mindless hobbies should stick together n should be grateful to God each day that we aren't as naive as them n screw the media for their stupid propaganda n brainwashin us!
man i m sure a topic drifter
Monday, November 12, 2007

yah so i created an album with the same name on facebook!
well since my life has been a pretty mess n got lectured by amelita (damn shes gd in makin one feel guilty!) for reasons i cant tell n the ironic part is i was screamed at cuz i told dsomethin to someone which was a secret between a few students (includin me n amelita) but well if it could help others then y shouldn't i tell them bout it too huh? well i didn't think of the consequences n blabbed my mouth out...n now amelita says she cant trust me again. moral of this episode is that goodwill always causes probs! n tat u shouldn't share ur opportunities with other ppl no matter how conceited it may make u look. now i m sure i must have driven ur curiosity to the edge...well too bad i cant tell u hehe

the chem test suked i became pretty doubtful as to how copper is refined usin electrolysis. but i just rote some crap. the effin 9th graders were soo annoyin! the just couldn't STFU! seems like they knew the teacher n since bio paper was pretty easy the finished it early n started talkin. i HATE SUCH IMATURITY! FOR GODSAKE UR GONNA SEE HER AGAIN! meh. this is the 3rd consecutive test in which i suked. i just realised that studyin is just isnt enough, i need the goddamn passpapers! >_< wish me luck for physics gaaaaaah oh yah so this is wat i was doin this weekend instead of drenchin myself into studies drew my dream class...







started off in paint, then decided to finish it in photoshop.

coloured

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ppl say that luv is a connection of 2 hearts n crap. although its easy to say but hard to imagin, so i tried drawin it in the literal sense which was quite fun :) i might as well try drawin ppl with hearts ripped out. i think i shouldn't have watched that 18+ russian movie on starworld, somethin bout vampires n lotsa gore.



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black version! ^^

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so i coloured it! should have made it drenched with blood hmm...
Tuesday, November 06, 2007

so i got nothing really to post bout and decided to post my current fav song!
acoustic #3 an amzin song from my ever favourite band The Goo Goo Dolls, their lyrics are usually simple yet the message is so bold and always leaves an impact on whoever listens to them. This mini song was used for a serial about teenage drama called Dawson's Creek (1998-2003). The song is pretty simple and short and the meanin of the lyrics can be taken at any level. The mellow voice, and the repetitive picking of the guitar puts you in a sort of a trance n anyone can relate atleast some part of the lyrics to their own life. my my this would surely help in my reveiw writing skils hehe hope ya'll enjoy the song Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket plus i luv playin this song on my guitar! ^^



They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew
And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming?
No one's listening anyway.

Your voice is small and fading
And you're hiding here unknown
And you mother loves you father
'cause she's got nowhere to go
And she wonders where these dreams go
'cause the world got in her way
What's the point in never trying?
Nothing's changing anyway.

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway
And you know I see right through you
'cause the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming?
You're not listening anyway.
Thought for the day

"male menopause"
quoted from one of the CIE AS level English exam


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Rabia 17 Pakistani

materialistic mind with a tinge of spirituality

selfish n greed r in my mind n yet my sympathetic heart can be melted away by an indigent, adventurous, wierd mixture of quietness with a sudden blast of wildness

artistic talents have yet to be improved, the maturity has passed to such a level that i now have invented my own philosophies
intelligent in studies yet i have not reached the point where i have to wear glasses
leads an aimless life, don't have a social life outside school, not prejudiced easily.
past is forgotten, futured is never cared for n present is boring...
a realistic mind with a touch of impossibility
likes to sing in the toilet, a thin-stiff stick,
a friendly person who has an open ear for anyone's trash
monotony can lead me to go temporarily wild, which can cause chaos
a person who daydreames 90% of the time during classes and 10% yawning
and yet manages to get above average grades
, a lazy ass, the i try to run away from responsibilities the more they chase after me
a rebel who fights against the senseless rules and regulations indoctrinated by our society
common courtesy is given to everyone; indiscriminately, unless someone antagonizes me
respect is given to those who deserve not any old person
official defined as a procastinator, describin myself? it ain't a peice of cake...
i have yet to figure out if i am more than a human being?
probably not...
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Likes and Dislikes

Dislikes
  • showoffs, bullies, really stupid ppl, mr/ms-i-know-everythin respectin just cuz their old (RESPECT PPL BY THEIR CHARACTER N NOT THEIR AGE!), ppl who patronize


  • Likes
  • orange juice, ice lolly!, friends!, perfumes, comics, blogging, corn, art, fries, cookies, mc flurry with oreos! or baskin robins cookies n cream, computer, digital art, sunflowers, holidays, ice-cream, internet, chocolate to be specific:- kinder bueno and hersheys cookies n cream, japanese, anime, chocolate muffins, music, orange, photoshop cs2, pizza, purple, radioblogclub, rainbows, rainy days, my tablet, drawin, guitar, slacking, readin, singin, photography, money, day dreamin, ps3, watchin tv...


  • Right Now
    Say must study
    Music Do the panic!
    Wanna kill... no one at the moment
    Bought check shirt!
    Writing u wish i was
    Msn nick mushy head
    Eating had breakfast at 11 am
    Drawing the 2 face girl
    Goal for the day study accounts and finish at least half of the painting
    OMG indian dramas can be soo dramatic and over-the-top in acting
    WTF? kill that cheap-ass salesman


    materialist
    chucks
    play on a grand piano
    see snow
    slr
    semi acuostic guitar with vintage curves and a modern illustration imprinted on it
    mp3 player
    read digital fortress
    visit a foreign country
    tablet
    buy new boots
    stop procrastinating


    music.



    noise.




    nonsense.
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