...have been pretty hectic for me. the em presentation that i had to do before eid was pretty much ok, but no understood cuz the same topic was done by other group n wen questions were asked no one answered
so anyways, eid was pretty borin n did nothin n it just passed by. on to the next week. well, i somehow crammed up the em portion which i still had no idea wat it was bout, n on monday first period, library, my friend comes up n tells me this is comin too! n i was like wat?! soon after my big shock the lights were switched off to show us the great expectations movie...so i was strainin my eyes n studyin as much as i could. well the test didn't go as i expected, n the results were horrible, i almost flunked but that has made me more determined into gettin better marks n takin e.m more seriously n start solvin pass papers.

then was the e.m quiz, for which me n rabia.b (11th grade) were the representatives for alpha house. unfortunately we got all the difficult questions, n the other team members also agreed, i mean just wth is hydroponics? hydro means water but ponics? wth is ponics? the other teams had acid rain, biodiversity, biodegradability...i mean except for biodiversity i knew all the other answers but hydroponics? so alpha came last with 24 points n beta came first with 64. sigma came second n gamma third. i was only in for the fun n knew that we were gonna lose, but our overconfident competitors (beta house) somewat pissed me off with their cockiness, n my partner had taken actualy taken this quiz personally n just wanted to make beta house lose for reasons that will not be disclosed. well since we badly lost, she began cryin n me being a real lameass wen it comes to comfortin ppl tried my best, to make her atleast smile for the pics...n even deepa (our house teacher) was unexpectedly kind towards us, well the quiz was pretty unjust.

then came the singin competition (best of the best!) so paked up n ready to go our own eng high skool for auditions. this would be the second for me comin to this skool, n it has been five years since my last visit, wen i participated for the inter skool elocution competition. well, i must say that the conditions backstage were pathetic, it was freakin hot no ac OR fan. pretty soon our skool were sent to a classroom, n the auditions for our skool were being held in the class next to us. there were 20 girls n 5 boys from our skool. well, i didn't get selected, meh i got nervous abit...the judge was pretty friendly, bald n most said he was gay umm no idea bout that. lotsa ppl were cryin, me? well i dun really care, just a competition not worth my tears. but it wasn't the same for my bus mate, i made her promise me that she wouldn't cry if she didn't get selected but she did so umm had to comfort her too. n suddenly after givin my audition, the class suddenly seemed so noisy that it gave me a headache! guys playin guitar at one corner, n sometimes chattin with some gitls, filipinos screamin n jumpin round, few paki ppl from my grade whom knew were tryin to form a friendship with another guy uhh...not interested so i was mostly hangin out alone, roamin round, wen the class became unbearable i went out, wen i felt too hot i went bak in. its pretty funny though that even though most ppl say that i m talented n crap like, it hasn't helped me acheive anything gr8...n other ppl who have just one talent but its really perfected enough to get them to actually acheive something know wat im sayin? i just got bunch of useless talents, i wouldn't mind havin only one talent in which i m best at...oh well cant do anythin bout the past.

as if i wasn't depressed enough on the last day of the week i got my em papers n well i almost flunked, so u can imagine my expression! at first i thought i flunked, but then i came to know bout the passin mark n knew that i was safe.
last week was litteraly the worst week ever

it seems like everyweek i m being dragged into somethin or the other, so lets see wat happens this week n i'll blog bout it by the end of this week, i already have 2 incidents that happend today but i m gonna blog later ain't i?