Wednesday, October 31, 2007
rite now, i m in my house, sik with cold, my rite side of the head kinda hurts at times, n my rite eye just cant stop pourin out tears...
well as u can see responsibilities have totally burned me out, n me who has very little stamina just cant avoid the consequences. the week began with ms kitty, forcefully ritin my name for another presentation that was supposed to be held after 2 days which is today...n it was gonna be presented to some students along with some env ppl from outside who would be comin to our skool for observation. i really didn't wanted to take part -_- but then i just have a problem sayin no to ppl gaah feel like killin myself. then durin the comp period, ms shiny suddenly pops into the classroom, sees my badge and asks me for my name...no idea wat it was for. later i was enlightened by some students that this if for some 'guard of honor' crap. n that we have to stand in the office, n receive some guests comin for the tour of our skool. they told us it was gonna be like 10 mins or so but we were actually gone for like almost 2 hours...! i dun wanna skip my periods!
wen we went down, there were 2 red carpets laid on to the floor, first one lead from the main entrance to the exit of the office, n the second overlapped the first from the main entrance to the principal's office. we had to first stand for 1 hour waitin for them to come, wen they arrived...we all greeted them n then the left to have a tour of our skool. so wat do we do now...huh? i mean we cant stand here wait for them until they come bak i mean this is more like being punished!@ so after standin for like 5 more mins the teachers told us we could sit on the sofas n they will tell wen the principal and the party is gonna arrive. well everyone was talkin n havin a gala time wen suddenly a teacher comes n tells us that they are about to arrive n everyone was rushin bak to their places...apparently we weren't told early enough n they saw a few boys runnin in frenzy :P well they laughed it off too... one man even asked a boy that 'honestly how long have u guys been standin?' he replied ' for a very long time, sir' :P
the next day i stayed bak, for the env presentation, which seemed totally pointless since we did nothin. well, i spent 20 mins learnin how to rip off flash animation through websites n pastin it on powerpoint slides. n i actually did this for the env presentation. well that was the only contribution i made. my friend n i were supposed to find out info on solar energy, but most of the time were on facebook :P. i could start to sense the signs of fatigueness in my body, n felt that i was slowly comin up with a sikness, cuz my throat was kinda dry. the next day, i was crammin my nose with tissues, n tryin to keep myself concious in the class, yup i was stuck up with cold. i was supposed to stay bak but seein my condition, my partner even felt srry for me n said that i really didn't have to push myself this hard. but this wasn't the only thing that was one my concerns, the book n bake sale on open house was comin up n we the skool council members have to go make announcements to all the 5-11 gr to bring old books n bake stuff...that really got me exhausted. the 5ths were just adorable! the whole class was willin to help! unlike the 7 and 8s they got so much of attitude -_- well, i couldn't really bitch bout them since even all the 9 10 n 11 pretty much reacted the same way.
today, is the main env presentation, n today i was supposed to knock on each door n collect the items, n today i was supposed to staybak n price all the books. today, my class teacher would finally return from her one week holiday. n today there would halloween party in the bus in which i will miss all the goodies. n today, i am absent. y? well, wen i woke up today mornin, i was wonderin whether i should go to skool today or not. if i dun, then i might miss all the important studies, n if i do, i will be burdened with more stuff n in this condition i just cant take anymore. plus i was feelin a little woozy, n felt like i was bout to vomit. so i told my mom, she checked my forehead n said i had a fever well i hadn't noticed it until she had said so...plus i have to s tay bak tomorow in any case, i need to be better by tomorow for the stupid open house.. for this stupid eye is annoyin me soo much this is the first time such athing has happend to me that my eyes is uncontrolably sheddin out tears so rite now i m typin with my eyes closed but i do open it sometimes to chekc whether i have made mistake or not. so if u find any typos srry. so this is how another horrible week is about to end. wat is with this month? its just been the worst ever...