rite now, i m in my house, sik with cold, my rite side of the head kinda hurts at times, n my rite eye just cant stop pourin out tears...
well as u can see responsibilities have totally burned me out, n me who has very little stamina just cant avoid the consequences. the week began with ms kitty, forcefully ritin my name for another presentation that was supposed to be held after 2 days which is today...n it was gonna be presented to some students along with some env ppl from outside who would be comin to our skool for observation. i really didn't wanted to take part -_- but then i just have a problem sayin no to ppl gaah feel like killin myself. then durin the comp period, ms shiny suddenly pops into the classroom, sees my badge and asks me for my name...no idea wat it was for. later i was enlightened by some students that this if for some 'guard of honor' crap. n that we have to stand in the office, n receive some guests comin for the tour of our skool. they told us it was gonna be like 10 mins or so but we were actually gone for like almost 2 hours...! i dun wanna skip my periods!
wen we went down, there were 2 red carpets laid on to the floor, first one lead from the main entrance to the exit of the office, n the second overlapped the first from the main entrance to the principal's office. we had to first stand for 1 hour waitin for them to come, wen they arrived...we all greeted them n then the left to have a tour of our skool. so wat do we do now...huh? i mean we cant stand here wait for them until they come bak i mean this is more like being punished!@ so after standin for like 5 more mins the teachers told us we could sit on the sofas n they will tell wen the principal and the party is gonna arrive. well everyone was talkin n havin a gala time wen suddenly a teacher comes n tells us that they are about to arrive n everyone was rushin bak to their places...apparently we weren't told early enough n they saw a few boys runnin in frenzy :P well they laughed it off too... one man even asked a boy that 'honestly how long have u guys been standin?' he replied ' for a very long time, sir' :P
the next day i stayed bak, for the env presentation, which seemed totally pointless since we did nothin. well, i spent 20 mins learnin how to rip off flash animation through websites n pastin it on powerpoint slides. n i actually did this for the env presentation. well that was the only contribution i made. my friend n i were supposed to find out info on solar energy, but most of the time were on facebook :P. i could start to sense the signs of fatigueness in my body, n felt that i was slowly comin up with a sikness, cuz my throat was kinda dry. the next day, i was crammin my nose with tissues, n tryin to keep myself concious in the class, yup i was stuck up with cold. i was supposed to stay bak but seein my condition, my partner even felt srry for me n said that i really didn't have to push myself this hard. but this wasn't the only thing that was one my concerns, the book n bake sale on open house was comin up n we the skool council members have to go make announcements to all the 5-11 gr to bring old books n bake stuff...that really got me exhausted. the 5ths were just adorable! the whole class was willin to help! unlike the 7 and 8s they got so much of attitude -_- well, i couldn't really bitch bout them since even all the 9 10 n 11 pretty much reacted the same way.
today, is the main env presentation, n today i was supposed to knock on each door n collect the items, n today i was supposed to staybak n price all the books. today, my class teacher would finally return from her one week holiday. n today there would halloween party in the bus in which i will miss all the goodies. n today, i am absent. y? well, wen i woke up today mornin, i was wonderin whether i should go to skool today or not. if i dun, then i might miss all the important studies, n if i do, i will be burdened with more stuff n in this condition i just cant take anymore. plus i was feelin a little woozy, n felt like i was bout to vomit. so i told my mom, she checked my forehead n said i had a fever well i hadn't noticed it until she had said so...plus i have to s tay bak tomorow in any case, i need to be better by tomorow for the stupid open house.. for this stupid eye is annoyin me soo much this is the first time such athing has happend to me that my eyes is uncontrolably sheddin out tears so rite now i m typin with my eyes closed but i do open it sometimes to chekc whether i have made mistake or not. so if u find any typos srry. so this is how another horrible week is about to end. wat is with this month? its just been the worst ever...

...have been pretty hectic for me. the em presentation that i had to do before eid was pretty much ok, but no understood cuz the same topic was done by other group n wen questions were asked no one answered
so anyways, eid was pretty borin n did nothin n it just passed by. on to the next week. well, i somehow crammed up the em portion which i still had no idea wat it was bout, n on monday first period, library, my friend comes up n tells me this is comin too! n i was like wat?! soon after my big shock the lights were switched off to show us the great expectations movie...so i was strainin my eyes n studyin as much as i could. well the test didn't go as i expected, n the results were horrible, i almost flunked but that has made me more determined into gettin better marks n takin e.m more seriously n start solvin pass papers.

then was the e.m quiz, for which me n rabia.b (11th grade) were the representatives for alpha house. unfortunately we got all the difficult questions, n the other team members also agreed, i mean just wth is hydroponics? hydro means water but ponics? wth is ponics? the other teams had acid rain, biodiversity, biodegradability...i mean except for biodiversity i knew all the other answers but hydroponics? so alpha came last with 24 points n beta came first with 64. sigma came second n gamma third. i was only in for the fun n knew that we were gonna lose, but our overconfident competitors (beta house) somewat pissed me off with their cockiness, n my partner had taken actualy taken this quiz personally n just wanted to make beta house lose for reasons that will not be disclosed. well since we badly lost, she began cryin n me being a real lameass wen it comes to comfortin ppl tried my best, to make her atleast smile for the pics...n even deepa (our house teacher) was unexpectedly kind towards us, well the quiz was pretty unjust.

then came the singin competition (best of the best!) so paked up n ready to go our own eng high skool for auditions. this would be the second for me comin to this skool, n it has been five years since my last visit, wen i participated for the inter skool elocution competition. well, i must say that the conditions backstage were pathetic, it was freakin hot no ac OR fan. pretty soon our skool were sent to a classroom, n the auditions for our skool were being held in the class next to us. there were 20 girls n 5 boys from our skool. well, i didn't get selected, meh i got nervous abit...the judge was pretty friendly, bald n most said he was gay umm no idea bout that. lotsa ppl were cryin, me? well i dun really care, just a competition not worth my tears. but it wasn't the same for my bus mate, i made her promise me that she wouldn't cry if she didn't get selected but she did so umm had to comfort her too. n suddenly after givin my audition, the class suddenly seemed so noisy that it gave me a headache! guys playin guitar at one corner, n sometimes chattin with some gitls, filipinos screamin n jumpin round, few paki ppl from my grade whom knew were tryin to form a friendship with another guy uhh...not interested so i was mostly hangin out alone, roamin round, wen the class became unbearable i went out, wen i felt too hot i went bak in. its pretty funny though that even though most ppl say that i m talented n crap like, it hasn't helped me acheive anything gr8...n other ppl who have just one talent but its really perfected enough to get them to actually acheive something know wat im sayin? i just got bunch of useless talents, i wouldn't mind havin only one talent in which i m best at...oh well cant do anythin bout the past.

as if i wasn't depressed enough on the last day of the week i got my em papers n well i almost flunked, so u can imagine my expression! at first i thought i flunked, but then i came to know bout the passin mark n knew that i was safe.
last week was litteraly the worst week ever

it seems like everyweek i m being dragged into somethin or the other, so lets see wat happens this week n i'll blog bout it by the end of this week, i already have 2 incidents that happend today but i m gonna blog later ain't i?

hmmm, well these days i m pretty much loaded with alotta work... although it might not seem like it peer pressure forced me into volunteerin for somethin my lazy self would never approve of. preparin a presentation within the weekend n presentin it the next day on stage! so i have to do 2 presentations one was today n the other is tomorow, yes after the weekly test (maths!!!) i dunno wat exactly is gonna happen but i do hope for the best. i was prety nervous today n did quite alotta umm... uhh n alotta grammatical mistakes while i spoke.
rite now my 24 year old is flyin a miniature helicopter in the room n the noise is pretty much equivalent to that of a vacuum cleaner. so its pretty annoyin...

today it was my class's turn do the duty durin the break time. but...i was runnin around tryin to find ms.kitty so we could have a rehersal before the main event but i had no idea where she was. so my friends took the obvious gues of sayin that she is the boys block, now as a student council member i should be against this stuff but this was an emergency so lets go, but as soon as we reached the buildin i started to have second thoughts, so few of my friends went ahead into library but then we end up gettin up nothin! so we came out n found out somethin else, somethin that happend an year ago...how nostalgic.

group of girls crowdin around somethin which seemed to be grabbin their attention, n slowly as if it was a visual signal, more n more ppl started swarmin the crowd. i saw soniya (the sis of the skool s*** who shares the same traits as her sis, not pretty but has the pride of a peacock!) n another female from 11th gr arguin, soon it pretty much heated up n turned into a cat fite, the president of my class was pretty worried n was shocked to see me just stand there n watch this. WELL I WAS ENJOYIN! (i dun care boout the position, i didn't ask for it, so y should i fulfill duties for stuff that i dun care bout!) so i laughed on her face, n told her that she was givin this lecture to the rong person the topic is always the same, some guy...sheesh this ppl really need to chill! if that guy had seen it through the window (durin breaktime)he would'have been laughin his @$$ off! lolz seriously the same thing happend last year, except for the fact it was a distant friend of mine, n soniya's sis, later soniya tagged along, but my friend well she actually works up on dumbbells n is pretty strong so u see she did put up quite a fight...n this was entertainment :D

rite now instead of studyin for tomorows test, presentation or completin my 2 week old hw, i m bloggin
signin off