god summer vacations are soooooooooooooooooo boring, n yet i m lamentin over the fact that theres only one month left for me returnin bak to a hellhole called tws! kind of a paradox isn't it? this summer, i bought a graphics tablet ^_^ now i can draw freeeeeely! yay. then i won an i pod shuffle from modhesh, joined facebook, and uh, um started new series of the Office (nice comedy) and Laguna Beach, then i finished Veronica Mars. then wat else, hmm nothin much. rite now i m soo glad i m not in small classes anymore where once u come to skool u have to rite a paragraph or draw wat u did this summer! i wont have to lie anymore! ^_^
anyways, my thought for the day was n still is that fate brings the friendship of a person that u least expect, better yet think that it is impossible! n now it has happend with me twice. wen i was in elementry classes i used to play at the kiddie play area n luved :3 especially that wheel thing that u move, n goes in circles till u get dizy, i remember fallin from it cuz of this arab bastard who tried to remove my finger from the rail, i can still remember that sadistic wierd smile. anyways, so i used to play with this girl, who i thought would be older than me like in 3 or 4 years (i thought ok, dunno her real age). n guess wat, she was in my friend's class wen i was in gr8! O_o k so she failed, i know that. but that fact she still remembers me after all those years is even more absurd! then there is this girl who joined last year, she was in this skool till 6 but left n joined again, she knew me cuz her little bro used to study with me (no idea who he is) n she still remembers n so does her bro. i have never talked to her before, nor do i remember who her bro could possibly be. n the fact that he still remembers my nature, he described me as ms.lady catherin dbourgh gah!!!! was i that proud to be smart! probably they were all just jealous cuz i was always the teachers' fav student :3 although that doesn't matters to me anymore, teacher likes me or not dun care. but the fact that u remember a person even though u have never talked to him/her in ur whole life is quite absurd. n then recently today, on facebook, this guy sent me n invitation for friendship, his name sounded vaguely familiar, n then it hit me that he was in my 2nd grade class, n how do i remember that, its cuz his voice was the most annoyin voice ever it sounded like parrot! seriously. n to think he remembers mOi? i wonder if my fourth gr crush remembers me? hmmm, probably not, he was just to darn cute must be havin tons of girls round him.
seriously sometimes the twist of fate can really bring shocks to me, just wen i start to forget my past, fate brings a tiny thread from my past n ties a knot, with a thread in my present. seriously i wish i would stop gettin wierd minor shocks all the time
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
seriously this freakin hard to type i just had this thought, that there are various languages u can type in straight away then y not urdu? so i searched for like a million hours, i did found out how to but i couldn't do it in my pc, cuz my windows aint genuine. so i installed this software called unipad in which u can type in urdu شروع میں لکھنا کا فی مشکل تھا ۔
see, but i haven't install the right to left languages so it was a bit hard to rite but i did it! but to be honest its easier to type in english i wish we could rite in roman urdu n it would automatically convert it to urdu.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
so here i thought pakistan was worthless n has no originality at all amongst its ppl. well then not until i saw this video. This guy Kashif Memoon who is in his 20, livin in us for 6 years made his appearance on a reality tv show called America's Got Talent...so anyways this guy goes up the stage n says hes gonna show his talent through dancin on a bollywood song, why the hell a bollywood song!! AREN"T U A GODDAMN PAKI? but the lets face it pakistan never made anything that was worth to be dance upon or a movie. then they put this song Aik Pal Ka jeena from the movie Kaho Na Pyaar hai. N let me tell u somethin the guy had no originality all he did was copied the same steps from the song's video. n he dance badly too! i was more embarrased than ever but it wasn't the same for the judges, they were pretty much amused and the audience roaringly entertained. they said that the movements were most different than they had ever seen! Come ON! my bro's wierd friend who has a dance group can do a better job in than him! the fact that he went up there to represent pakistan is quite brave but how he represented it really pisses me off! for more details :-http://bznotes.wordpress.com/2007/06/22/kashif-memon-americas-got-talent/
then there is the famous show made by paris hilton called The Simple Life. Where she n her friend Nicole Riche crash from one home to another n live the simple life. So they once crash into this paki family, n both blonde headed females learnt to pray namaz, not that they would actually care but i feel that they would have probably been mockin it. so wen paris hilton was asked wat was the national religion of pakistan, n she had no idea, watch more of the episode down
seriously pakistan has enough shame to live up with n if these ppl r gonna mock even our culture, i m so gonna kill them...i cant believe the guy actually kissed i mean wow being in america means helluva freedom! O_o do that over here, n ur probably gonna get kicked outta the house
Thought for the day
"male menopause" quoted from one of the CIE AS level English exam
Site Owner
Rabia
17
Pakistani
materialistic mind with a tinge of spirituality
selfish n greed r in my mind n yet my sympathetic heart can be melted away by an indigent, adventurous, wierd mixture of quietness with a sudden blast of wildness
artistic talents have yet to be improved, the maturity has passed to such a level that i now have invented my own philosophies intelligent in studies yet i have not reached the point where i have to wear glasses
leads an aimless life, don't have a social life outside school, not prejudiced easily.
past is forgotten, futured is never cared for n present is boring...
a realistic mind with a touch of impossibility
likes to sing in the toilet, a thin-stiff stick,
a friendly person who has an open ear for anyone's trash
monotony can lead me to go temporarily wild, which can cause chaos
a person who daydreames 90% of the time during classes and 10% yawning
and yet manages to get above average grades , a lazy ass, the i try to run away from responsibilities the more they chase after me
a rebel who fights against the senseless rules and regulations indoctrinated by our society
common courtesy is given to everyone; indiscriminately, unless someone antagonizes me respect is given to those who deserve not any old person
official defined as a procastinator,
describin myself? it ain't a peice of cake...
i have yet to figure out if i am more than a human being?
probably not... .
Likes and Dislikes
Dislikes
showoffs, bullies, really stupid ppl, mr/ms-i-know-everythin
respectin just cuz their old (RESPECT PPL BY THEIR CHARACTER N NOT THEIR AGE!), ppl who patronize
Likes
orange juice, ice lolly!, friends!, perfumes, comics,
blogging, corn, art, fries, cookies, mc flurry with oreos! or baskin robins cookies n cream, computer, digital
art, sunflowers, holidays, ice-cream, internet, chocolate to be specific:- kinder bueno and hersheys cookies n cream,
japanese, anime, chocolate muffins, music, orange, photoshop cs2,
pizza, purple, radioblogclub, rainbows, rainy days, my tablet, drawin, guitar,
slacking, readin, singin, photography, money, day dreamin, ps3,
watchin tv...
Right Now
Say must study Music Do the panic! Wanna kill... no one at the moment Bought check shirt! Writing u wish i was Msn nick mushy head Eating had breakfast at 11 am Drawing the 2 face girl Goal for the day study accounts and finish at least half of the painting OMG indian dramas can be soo dramatic and over-the-top in acting WTF? kill that cheap-ass salesman
materialist
chucks
play on a grand piano
see snow
slr
semi acuostic guitar with vintage curves and a modern illustration imprinted on it
mp3 player
read digital fortress
visit a foreign country
tablet
buy new boots
stop procrastinating