Mish u r going to get 1 too!

hmm it was a pretty boring week with nothin happenin until today well lemme just say that alot happend today to begin with n this is part 1 of it...

our bus was late than the usual timings. The arabic teacher's mind was abit screwed up today n she kept lookin at me and taunting me with her so-called english! (which i clearly dun understand) anyways so she just came to our class saw us studyin english literature n got pissed. We were gonna have a test! n we needed revision this is no time for ur stupid EGO issues to take into action!!! so she came screamed the hell outta her chest n then threatened us that whoever tried to keep a book under their desk was gonna get a warnin letter and that she had already given the names of 4 girls! n suddenly looked at me O_O "u understand, rabia?" "yes..." i said slippin my book into my desk... well soo much for gettin good marks.
another girl made a joke outta it n she got so pissed, "Amish i m goin start with u bas khalas! no respect teacher keda u will get one of this" that girl just laughed it off. for a moment i was like "r u serious?" O_-. but then she did send a girl to get her an envelope (i think they were supposed to contain the letters) but then i dun think anythin happend. then she asked us to do our worksheets which was supposedly to be our revision. i had no idea how to do it. so i started to study n kept my book under the desk guess wat? her gaze fell rite on me. "Rabia! put the book bak! bas u want one?" " no maam" ^^; i said feelin the insane ideas that could become real any second if i dun coorporate. then i had no idea how to do the worksheets since i didn't study! i mean hell i have better suggestion y dun i actually study for a test that will give me MARKS! anyways i was lookin around "Rabia! do ur workshet!" "but miss i dunno!" "yah not studyin how u know?" grrr now shes gettin me annoyed! i took someones text book kept it under my table n started to copy... "Rabia! cheatin? walla keep the book bak" "%#$%%(#(^*#*(^#^^*(" i gave the book bak...'oh btw u know the girl infront of me is cheatin with her book ON THE TABLE! maybe just for difference u should notice SOMEONE ELSE' thats wat i felt like tellin her. i started to get bored so i started talkin with my partner, "Rabia y talk?" GAAAAAH JUST WTH IS THIS WOMAN"S PROBLEM! i just looked at her n with heavy sigh rested my head on my arms. sheesh wth does she want from me?
"bas come n give me ur's n her's (my partner)worksheet" so i took hers n mine n went to her.
"Mish ur going to get 1 too!"

bitCh...

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discovered by yet another teacher

our islamic teacher decided that today could not be a better day to give us a revision TEST! but somehow i managed it...
then came the test, it was ok, it was quite lucky for me that most of the questions that came were discussed between me n my partner (feel bad for the class) while doin our secret revision, as soon as she received her test paper she was really happy n looked at me n whispered "wow these are all exactly the same questions that we discussed!" (btw she was sittin at one corner of the room n i was on the other) while i was kinda glad too, until mamta (not my english teacher) came for invigilation...this is gonna be bad

the last thing i want now is get unwanted attention which i was glad i didn't since she didn't recognize who i was but she soon did. as i gave her my paper as soon as checked n revised it, she took it looked at it, then looked at me, then looked bak at the paper n started readin its contents.

that was pretty obvious, after she must have read my name. Rabia Ihsan. Apparently, she has taught my siblings n was very familiar with the surname "Ihsan" (i dunno sounds like some royalty name to me, which i really dun deserve it). 4 years ago she taught my sister, n probably my bros before that. n so she even knows my dad. how i hate havin super genius siblings that studied from the school leavin u stuck here in the middle, to keep up their dignity. Yup it has happend with alootttttttttta teachers, n i m just tired of fulfilling everyones expectations.

i dun think my english was extraordinary or exceptional, it was just good enough for a 9th grader. N i dun want her to have any expectations from me watsoever. but i guess it cant be helped...discovered by yet another teacher
i would have to wait n see later, as to wats gonna happend

gah i hate this! if i step a little outta the line everyone will be so displeased as i m the "Ihsan" daughter! n i must uphold the pride, dignity and nerdiness of this family!

i wish i could change my name to rabia somethin or beter yet change my first name too since there are soo many rabia's ppl usually get confused. maybe to Ghazal Ahsen or somethin but not RABIA IHSAN! aaaaaaaaaaaaaah


ps: dun tell me how proud i should be of inheriting this family name. trust u wouldn't want Darcy as ur friend!