"i have often seen you walking alone," 'maybe because i am still lonely...'

it brought me into thinkin that i am the most odd person in my group!
too good to be with the bad, and too bad to be with the good
just where the heck do i belong?! is there an average group out there?
someone who is a brainiack like me and also has a social life
bleh...who am i arguin with? myself? gah, i hate this.
the studious ppl in my class have misunderstood me into thinkin that i have become naughty n disruptive
n the naughty ppl think that i m ok but sometimes becuz of my big brain i dun belong there

n the normal ppl? well they just are damn too borin to be noticed
gah its a stupid topice anyways!
but i was quite surprised to see that ms.amelita noticed, it was like we just bumped into each other in the break, i was goin to the field to meet my other group of friends. wen i saw, n she said that she had often seen me walkin alone.
'maybe because i am still lonely...' i thought.
but i quickly replied bak to her sayin that i was goin to meet my friends, then i asked why her daughter was absent (cuz shes a friend of mine), turns out it was for studies. we could barely talk for 3 mins, i just didn't know wat to talk about!

i went to my friends, they were talkin bout some guys, y am i not surprised?
n then my friend tells me everybody is talkin bout guys here seems like ur the odd one over here...n ur point is...? odd one out? wen i hear that, i immediately felt ironic bout it, i cant relate it with anythin but i dunno. so like here i m rantin off, not for pity but to clear off my head!