Sunday, January 28, 2007

Look mais! the moon and theres the sun!




so is it really true that the small things in life really makes a person happy? sometimes...i guess.
during the first term, everyday, early in the morning wen my friend (mais) and i walked from our bus to the skool, i used to search the sky, anxiously waiting for the clouds to move n there it shone faintly...the moon
"Look mais! the moon and theres the sun!" i would say gleefully! "uff, u and ur sun and moon" i would just reply bak with a gleeful smile, staring at the moon at the north and sometimes to the sun, which was on my west...but if the sun is on my west then i might be facin south...ahh jeez wateva, the point is u see it everyday yet most of us fail to notice. n then wen we're travellin from bus to skool theres this huuuuuuuuuge flock birds or pigeons(i think) flyin in the air coverin up the whooooole sky(sometimes they go round like cyclone O_o its kinda wierd)!! i dunno lookin at them just makes me feel more content and filled and...happy

but then even helpin out someone (sometimes) gives u this warm fuzzzzy little feelin, like wen the gr2 child told her story bout me singing to her friend who told me in the bus. or wen i gave my chocolate to my friend who was really feelin hungry. i dunno it just felt nice! although helpin a stupid dumbass who constantly asks for ur notebook, or askin questions durin the period n exams is just plain nuisence.

n wat bout the things we want? (ipod, huge tv, ferrari etc) could happiness really be bought with money? maybe, but it only lasts a while...wen i got the things that i wanted i was really happy, jumpin around the whole house! but then u just loose that feelin later on, n u go longin for another of ur wants, so even if happiness is bought by money, it will only result with greed i guess. but u cant give up on it either since everyone has wants that only money can fulfill but can it really bring happiness?

wow i could become a philosopher by ritin all this crap. in the end i guess its just those little things in life that u probably never even noticed before, that really makes us happy. Eg: Pigeon Fight (u haaaaaaaaaaaaave to see one its the funniest thing ever, birds peckin on each other's neck lolz) or a mom's hug might just give u that little warm fuzzy feelin inside. Its just that even though we know its there, we are just so blinded by the misery around us and can not see the fact that the answer to 'being happy' is so simple? i dunno if its true with all the stuff, but usually it is said, that complicated questions have very simple answers.

although i might not be able to see the unique dawn everyday, i might as well go to gr 2 n see the boys belly dance, lolzz that would make my day!
Thought for the day

"male menopause"
quoted from one of the CIE AS level English exam


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Rabia 17 Pakistani

materialistic mind with a tinge of spirituality

selfish n greed r in my mind n yet my sympathetic heart can be melted away by an indigent, adventurous, wierd mixture of quietness with a sudden blast of wildness

artistic talents have yet to be improved, the maturity has passed to such a level that i now have invented my own philosophies
intelligent in studies yet i have not reached the point where i have to wear glasses
leads an aimless life, don't have a social life outside school, not prejudiced easily.
past is forgotten, futured is never cared for n present is boring...
a realistic mind with a touch of impossibility
likes to sing in the toilet, a thin-stiff stick,
a friendly person who has an open ear for anyone's trash
monotony can lead me to go temporarily wild, which can cause chaos
a person who daydreames 90% of the time during classes and 10% yawning
and yet manages to get above average grades
, a lazy ass, the i try to run away from responsibilities the more they chase after me
a rebel who fights against the senseless rules and regulations indoctrinated by our society
common courtesy is given to everyone; indiscriminately, unless someone antagonizes me
respect is given to those who deserve not any old person
official defined as a procastinator, describin myself? it ain't a peice of cake...
i have yet to figure out if i am more than a human being?
probably not...
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