exams

hmm, well exams r here n i got 2 exams tomorw, n here i m on net...
oh well, i sit on computer everyday, exams r no exception. only three more left then holidays! yay! well lets see the worst paper i had till now has to be islamic and computer. before i thought physics was the worst but comparin it to the other subjects i think it was a bit easier...n the worst part is that deepa is gonna correct the computer n it papers n hand it over on class party! the sadistic bitch always tryin to ruin our fun! >:( i really dun wanna see my paper since i know i would get in somethin like 40 or 50...i m sure half of the class would be cryin like it happend the same last year in science, dun make even start bout that
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future

well, i still have decided on wat i wanna be. just an ambitionless person studyin aimlessly. so lets analyze:
i dun like sci(now that i think of it, y did i opt for sci in 9? :S), nor am i smart enough for commerce(theres ur answer), hmm abit creative u can say(not a genius, ideas sometimes hit randomly), 0 in sports (stamina to low, weak n thin) , n i dun understand the true meaning behind a story (just wtf is darcy's prob! someone should really punch his face n tell him whose boss), em (the world is gonna end someday), law (i always loose all the debates n arguments, although i can be provoked easily), teaching (not gd in explainin), computer (have no idea bout parts, just basic stuff as to how to work it). so wat does that leave me with?(it leaves u with nothing) u can say i m a total idiot.

i guess i can go somewhere in the art field, i like photography (though i have not a clue bout its abc) n i m somewat ok in art as well, but i dun think i m that creative enough to come up with new designs everyday! but i dunno few of my friends say that i should become a pshycologist, cuz i go like deep into stuff...hmm well wateva, actually if u take that case then i m more of a human dummy, where ppl can just open up n let all thier anger sadness or wateva it is out, it doesn't matters whether i m sittin or a ur stuffed toys cuz i just listen to thier blabberin, n wen it comes to advice, well then i go completely blank :|. no idea...

god i must have bored ppl with my mental illness of confusion. if someone were to rite a story on me then the title would be "the melancholy of rabia ihsan", actually that title is already taken by another story, which is million times interestin than mine, n wat happend to Phone Call u say? well it can rest in peace...

boy i m sure a topic drifter