Sunday, December 31, 2006

k 2007 is here so wats new?
lolz i know i sound like a jerk
but its just like any other day isn't it?
well i dunno, there is gonna be fireworks at the corniche in exact mins
i can watch it just by goin behind my buildin,
so today, i went to sahara center today with family, wat did i see? well all the arab girl's from 9th grade...then umm my old islamic/urdu teacher lolzz i showed my bro he said he knows (he used to study in westminster before) her name is gazala not the one that we haaaaaaaaaaaaate, but this one has small mushroom cut hair, she knows me since the time i joined skool...
so wat did we do? well wat can u possibly do with borin family like mine? we just roamed n ate food (that suked) n came back home. the place was filled with arabs. n i dunno y but everytime i go out to eat somethin somethin spills on me..its not that i dunno how to eat but it always does!!! i got a drop of curry on my sweater's sleeve (that belongs to my sis). n tomorw is my birthday, lessee how many of my friends call, even though i know the answer, none. nything special for tomorow? nope its just gonna pass by like all the other days...
birthday gifts? wats the wishlist for? but then again i dun expect gifts...
as for the resolution? never gd at thinkin bout the future. so this is it

bye bye 2006
Sunday, December 24, 2006

k we went to emax yesterday for my sis to buy her laptop, n my sis bought a mp3 player for me...i cant believe ppl on souq.com r sellin the same thing double its price...well its a cheap ipod look alike model. iwas really happy on the first day but this stupid thing started to show probz on the second day, i put mp3 n then this stupid does not plays half of them well later after collectin 600 or 700 i might buy a better one with loooads of space n which WORKS!

this is my player
Friday, December 22, 2006

hmm, well black people r black people lolzz
but man u dun wanna see them hot headed...they can fite like hell n swear bout words that u haven't even heard of.
i remember last year, few days before sports day, everyone was outta the class roamin here n there, teachers were busy with makin pom poms n stuff, so there was no control over students, except few nerd who were sittin in class listenin to teacher n not enjoyin this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. nywayss, i went to my friend's class n was listenin to her mp3 player. n suddenly there was soo much of noise, that wen we turned back there was a fite being goin on...between an african-american girl (Joelle) n a paki gurl (Sehar). k those 2 neva got along with each other in the first place. i dun rememebr exactly y the fite had started but it seems like joelle was nicely sittin at the bak with her gang n gosippin, n she calls this female Sehar from the front, she comes to her n the Joele told her oh its nothin, sehar called her bitch or somethin...n Joelle got pissed n they both started fitin, k joele first didn't take it seriously n sehar for no reason was bubblin up. n joele was like ur not worth wastin my time upon, n then sehar said somethin bad again, then after alotta verbal fite, joelle got reall pissed. she took sehar's arms and pushed her against the cupboard, there was a loud BANG sound. my other friend who was a close friend of joele n was standin next to her said, that sehar's hands were litterally shaking from fear. Joelle cornered sehar n looked at her with fierce eyes n said somethin, sehar just looked up here n there, tryin to avoid her gaze, it seemed like she was gonna cry abit soon, but was not tryin to show n pretendin to ignore Joelle...serisouly wen i saw joele doin that, i got a bit scared, while my friend whose mp3 player i was using was enjoyin the show...it was like a cat fite. Joele didn't do anythin, n left her. they both got warnin letters, guess who cried?

n if that aint convincin enough then watch this video clip my bro found on youtube. we were laughin our heads off. This woman kicks her husbands @$$ lolzz

Saturday, December 16, 2006

exams

hmm, well exams r here n i got 2 exams tomorw, n here i m on net...
oh well, i sit on computer everyday, exams r no exception. only three more left then holidays! yay! well lets see the worst paper i had till now has to be islamic and computer. before i thought physics was the worst but comparin it to the other subjects i think it was a bit easier...n the worst part is that deepa is gonna correct the computer n it papers n hand it over on class party! the sadistic bitch always tryin to ruin our fun! >:( i really dun wanna see my paper since i know i would get in somethin like 40 or 50...i m sure half of the class would be cryin like it happend the same last year in science, dun make even start bout that
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future

well, i still have decided on wat i wanna be. just an ambitionless person studyin aimlessly. so lets analyze:
i dun like sci(now that i think of it, y did i opt for sci in 9? :S), nor am i smart enough for commerce(theres ur answer), hmm abit creative u can say(not a genius, ideas sometimes hit randomly), 0 in sports (stamina to low, weak n thin) , n i dun understand the true meaning behind a story (just wtf is darcy's prob! someone should really punch his face n tell him whose boss), em (the world is gonna end someday), law (i always loose all the debates n arguments, although i can be provoked easily), teaching (not gd in explainin), computer (have no idea bout parts, just basic stuff as to how to work it). so wat does that leave me with?(it leaves u with nothing) u can say i m a total idiot.

i guess i can go somewhere in the art field, i like photography (though i have not a clue bout its abc) n i m somewat ok in art as well, but i dun think i m that creative enough to come up with new designs everyday! but i dunno few of my friends say that i should become a pshycologist, cuz i go like deep into stuff...hmm well wateva, actually if u take that case then i m more of a human dummy, where ppl can just open up n let all thier anger sadness or wateva it is out, it doesn't matters whether i m sittin or a ur stuffed toys cuz i just listen to thier blabberin, n wen it comes to advice, well then i go completely blank :|. no idea...

god i must have bored ppl with my mental illness of confusion. if someone were to rite a story on me then the title would be "the melancholy of rabia ihsan", actually that title is already taken by another story, which is million times interestin than mine, n wat happend to Phone Call u say? well it can rest in peace...

boy i m sure a topic drifter
Thought for the day

"male menopause"
quoted from one of the CIE AS level English exam


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Rabia 17 Pakistani

materialistic mind with a tinge of spirituality

selfish n greed r in my mind n yet my sympathetic heart can be melted away by an indigent, adventurous, wierd mixture of quietness with a sudden blast of wildness

artistic talents have yet to be improved, the maturity has passed to such a level that i now have invented my own philosophies
intelligent in studies yet i have not reached the point where i have to wear glasses
leads an aimless life, don't have a social life outside school, not prejudiced easily.
past is forgotten, futured is never cared for n present is boring...
a realistic mind with a touch of impossibility
likes to sing in the toilet, a thin-stiff stick,
a friendly person who has an open ear for anyone's trash
monotony can lead me to go temporarily wild, which can cause chaos
a person who daydreames 90% of the time during classes and 10% yawning
and yet manages to get above average grades
, a lazy ass, the i try to run away from responsibilities the more they chase after me
a rebel who fights against the senseless rules and regulations indoctrinated by our society
common courtesy is given to everyone; indiscriminately, unless someone antagonizes me
respect is given to those who deserve not any old person
official defined as a procastinator, describin myself? it ain't a peice of cake...
i have yet to figure out if i am more than a human being?
probably not...
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  • Right Now
    Say must study
    Music Do the panic!
    Wanna kill... no one at the moment
    Bought check shirt!
    Writing u wish i was
    Msn nick mushy head
    Eating had breakfast at 11 am
    Drawing the 2 face girl
    Goal for the day study accounts and finish at least half of the painting
    OMG indian dramas can be soo dramatic and over-the-top in acting
    WTF? kill that cheap-ass salesman


    materialist
    chucks
    play on a grand piano
    see snow
    slr
    semi acuostic guitar with vintage curves and a modern illustration imprinted on it
    mp3 player
    read digital fortress
    visit a foreign country
    tablet
    buy new boots
    stop procrastinating


    music.



    noise.




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