Tuesday, November 21, 2006
god my head is achin soo badly, i have to like study for bio cuz i got test day after tomorow, n computer cuz deepa is a bitch...
today she caught a girl who cheated in her computer test paper, she was denyin first like most students do, but then in the end she was guilty. she was a very idiotic girl too, i mean she copied the answers for alllll the questions for the notebook, word to word nothin less nothin more. deepa found cuz, she was really stupid in class, n she havin such a gd paper, somethin was rong. so she got caught. then she gave a lecture that we shouldn't she copy. n then she said did anyone cheated tell me now, she looked at everyone. n then she said something, n looked at my face, i had no idea y she was lookin so i looked blankly at her, she was still starin, i smiled, still starin, i was like "wat?", she was like did u understand, n i was like yes...i think she suspects me of copyin too, but she has this concept in her mind that all bad girls r stupid, which is not true, first of all i wouldn't include myself in the bad girls section, since i only argued if i thought i was correct, n wen she used to make me get up to answer, i only answered sometimes, its not that i m stupid its just cuz i dun study everyday like nerds! but she thinks i m n idiot so she must be suspectin me of cheatin, which is soo rong...
i didn't cheated, my answers dun match the ones ritten in the notebook (i couldn't remeber the answers so i rote in my own words,) n i didn't copy from anyone else cuz no one will have the time to tell me the answers...
but i m still scared, if she asks me tomorow frm the paper, n if i dun remember the answer, then i will be an innocent who was just outta luck n framed guilty. i just hope that doesn't happens. inshallah :( ( i dun need to worry, i m innocent. but still i m scared)
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
seriously after all thats happend to me, well u cant judge all of them through a single incident but its true!!
yesterday my class teacher ms.siby took my diary to rite a note to my parents just cuz i lost the stupid circular, seriously teacher r really stupid to rite in the diary for such silly reasons, well nways she took my diary n didn't return it back!! it was the last period wen i started wonderin where the hell is siby! she has my diary! wen is she gonna return it? i asked my friends did she come durin the class or break? they were like yes she came n kept someone diary on the table n left, i was like which period some said 1st period some said 5th period but in both the periods i m not in clas! it was really irresponsible of her to just leave it on teacher's table, i mean a teacher could have taken it by mistake...lol in the last period my bio teacher is like "Rabia looks angry again," hehe i started to laugh...
the last time i got this pissed was wen i didn't get the 3rd wrksht of bio (me, my partner n a girl who sits behind) although it was our fault since she repeated whether if we had gotten 3 worksheets but i guess i was daydreamin n those 2 were talkin but i didn't admit it was my fault, by the end of bio period i got my worksheet n the teacher was like "k k dun get angry now," searches for the wrkshet gives me on then says "r u happy?" lolz "yes"
plus i haateeeee deepa, i mean she is supposed to give us worksheets! but she said photocopy from ur friends cuz they weren't any extra sheets n wen i told her that mam u r supposed to give us the worksheets. she was like excuse me but u dun have to tell me my job, i know how to do my job. n is this the way to talk to a teacher go learn first manners then talk to me...
i was thinkin like uh hello!? how the hell am i supposed to say that u r RONG! it wasn't that i told her in a rude way "mam u dunno how to do ur job" or anythin like that, she is the one who needs to learn manners before speakin, seriously teachers have this big EGO that they can never be rong! n how dare a student correct them?!
i really feel like tellin this incident to the headmaster...
n micheal!! lets not forget him!! wth is he doin in skool? i mean the last class he came in he was like make groups n u will explain, wat u dun understand i will explain that to u. hello then wat is ur job? just blindly correctin the notebooks? i dunno if his method of teachin is really gonna work...
in the end its a worthless fite, to even try n correct a teacher cuz its always the downfall of a student...never underestimate the ego of a teacher