i cant believe it
its here again
y? y?
y do u come back every year?
y do u have to ruin my peace quit n serenity
i was havin soooooo much fun
my life was lit up by the sun
now i'll have to wake up in the morning
look outside n start mourning
crazy kids vomiting in the bus
wierd ppl full of pus
ascending through those stairs again
listenin to the teachers with monotony n pain
walking those crowded halls ( which i never wanted to walk again)
seeing my friends so tall (i can't expect them to be the same)
walkin through the bus area
surrounded by students
balabberin n chattin
lookin n starin
i have to walk around with prudence
sleepy in the bus
annoyed by the children
slowly thinking
this skool is a mess
damn u, TWS
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i m sure u get my message if not, well then heres the summary:- skool's gonna start, n i hate it

i dun think i rote this in my blog before, but i was just thinkin bout this incident that happend to me not only me but the whole class...
wat happend is that we were havin second language, n i take urdu so our class was goin to the usual optional room that we go to...wen we spotted somethin outside next to the door...guess wat it was? someone had done their shit over there!!!! i was like O_O n the toilet was rite next to that classroom!!! goddamnit whoever did it couldn't probably hold it... yuck man it was disgusting! but at the same time i was laughin out loud cuz whoever did it sure had alot of guts lol :P, most of the students went into the class (before the shit was noticed) n were like "eww! this class stinks" n then wen i reached outside the class ppl were like eww look someone dd their shit i was like O_O "noway i had to see it to believe it!" for a moment i thought no one in our skool could be that disgustin but we were on the 3rd floor of the main buildin n that area belongs to 4th n 3rd graders so it was possible but comeon u should have enough decency as to NOT SHIT OUTSIDE A CLASSROOM, the bathroom is right next door pal! i was like lmao i still cant control my laughter!
i guess anythin is possible in our skool forget bout makin the best better, we go opposite makin the worse much more worst XD
hahahahah i wish i had a camera to take a pic of it, i would make a scrap book n stick it in it n title the book wonderful memories at TWS XD

dreams can be abit wierd sometimes, or really sik n disgustin like mine... i can't believe i had such a dream D: i dreamt that i was lyin on a lawn n this stupid dog comes n pees on my face O_o i try to move away but for some reason i cant move! o_O
i totally felt disgusted, n it tasted bitter... o_o yuk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think my brain was probably thinking bout the scene from Little Man where the dog pees on the fake baby's face...




y me? X_X'

y am i the only person in my skool watchin j-drama
i mean k i have met ppl who watch anime but drama man am i sik or wat?
but hey its nice, its just like the other dramas, n stuff that u basically watch on tv so no big deal. plus i m watchin now a new one, タイヨウのうた (taiyou no uta, the song of the sun) its bout an 18 yrs old gurl who has some disese n cant go out in the sun, in she goes out in the nite to play music on the streets. n wen she is going to her bout to sleep (4 am) she looks down at her window to see a guy with a surfboard n goin with his friends, n then somehow fate decides to make the meet each other in the nite n blah blah blah the story continues...
i know i m a really bad person to make a summary outta stuff. they actually even made out a movie n drama. in the movie there is this famous singer YUI (became popular cuz of anime bleach) who is the main character n drama there is someone else. but the story is the same, i wanna watch both!

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i just came to know that a head still remains alive for a brief moment before it actually dies! wierd isn't it?

isn't it true? everyday we r living our lives not knowing that a single mistake could end it rite there, but we have gotten used to these things soo much that no one really cares bout it anymore. each day passes by not knowin that the next breath is the last u will ever take. we r careless, cuz we feel we r "too young to die" the comon thing that everyone has in mind n yet if someone told u that u r gonna die at this day...u will panic ofcourse, i certainly would. u feel days r goin fast, each min each sec n then count the days watchin the clock like a time bout to set off...
but if someone hadn't told u bout it u wouldn't have even botherd to know

i feel that its better not to know wen ur gonna die, yes abrupt death is better even though all those tasks left unfinished atleast u may not live a life of fear

i was just readin a story actually a diary bout a girl who was my age and was diagnosed with spinocerebellar degenerative. its a disease where ur mind sloly deteriorates until u can't walk properly, speak properly etc...its a cruel disease which gets worse through the years. her diary is called 1 litre of tears (一リットルの涙)
read her diary here:- link or link a truly touching story... :)