how can u expect
me to respect
when u dun respect me
how can u expect me not shout, say nasty stuff when i am angry...
y am i being yelled at wen its someone elses fault
y should i suffer for someone fault
y can i never question?
u see urself up there?
n look at my ques as an insult?
everythin has an explanaition
it only matters if u r smart enough to understand it
y is it that my only opinions were only meant to be jeered at
n if the same thing said by someone else 10 yrs older than he would be awed
u can never teach a child respect
respect only can only be felt by the child itself
i treat u wid respect
yet in my heart i curse
so? wat kinda respect is that?
fake, a lie, a dilusion...
u show me ur temper wen ur angry
yet i cant show u mine wen i am
y? is that respect?
u cant tell someone else the job someone can do faster
yet u tell me...y? just becuz i am smaller? is that respect
does that mean being small is having no respect?
does that mean i have to be patient all my life?
does that mean that my existance is just slavary?
does that mean that my judgement shall always be overlooked?
racists...

well another worthless year full of crap has ended...
2 and half months of holidays with nothin to do,
i dunn even wat to rite here anymore!!!!

oh well the last day was like as if a party was goin on
we had arabic exam but the arabs were gone a little cracked actually they always were cracked cuz they were playin drums on the table, singin, clappin and dancin on chairs snd the worst part is that our teacher was absent so no one could put a stop to as the class president was herself the drummer and the vice president was belly dancin...

geez there is still one exam left...my friend who was sittin next to me watchin them in bewilderment was soo engrossed into it and i had to shout just to communicate cuz there was so much of noise

in the bus area it was like everybody huggin and sayin good byes and stuff, and some mental retarded ppl were throwin water around...as i was huggin my friend very tightly our sides of the face touched and i was eww ur sweat came over my face, shes like its not sweat its water... :o

most of the ppl in grade 8 & 7 were goin to sahara center my friend in the bus who was also in 8 was goin to sahara center, my group was also goin to sahara to watch the movie Poseidon. and me well i was gonna sleep and sit on pc (u might be thinkin wat kinda borin person am i) well i would love to go out but i had transportation prob, for godsake i haven't visited my dentist for over 2 months(for braces) even with my whining bout my wire comin out from the end of one side.

my friend regine is leavin the skol and goin back to her country cuz the ppl at skool r raisin fees i mean this year it was 550dhs a month next 715dhs plus they r raisin the bus fees too it was 120 next year it will become 144, i mean Y THE HELL R THE RAISIN BUS FEES! i have been travellin to skool in an old stinkin bus for almost like 5 years now and it hasn't changed, i mean for wat reason r the raising the bus fees?/? they have condutors who cant speak english nor arabic, half the buses are old wen i have seen in other skools that all their buses r new (i see them in the mornin wen goin to skool) the guys get more seats than the girls plus small children like to sit in the front so we only have fours seats and 5 seats are taken by small girls and the rest all the boys have. we don't have goddamn space!!!
nwayz back to the topic so shes leavin and she was a good friend of mine (actually my partner) and i'll miss her and thats it. the skool fees n all well i can't do anythin bout it...

as for the holidays they r just gonna be spent by sittin on this computer chair...(if u know wat i mean and if u dun then ur definitely an idiot)

ok i know i should be studyin cuz rite my exams r goin on instead i m sittin on the pc writin usless posts...
i know i am doin the rong thing but, ehh wateva... ;P