Sunday, April 09, 2006

yay i finally made an account on deviantart and posted my drawings since they wer soo crappy :P
actually most of my friends forced me to do it cuz they think i am all the talented bullshit, anyways i just did cuz i was bored although the pics aren't that gr8 quality since they weren't scanned just took pics from the camera soo i hope u all like it

my portrait wen i was small (magnified version)
thumbs up (not that great since i drew by watching my own hand doing thumbs up)

mini drawings by mOi
hand
regine's glasses (shes my partner who sits beside me class)
rocking chair (its mostly drawn outta proportion but wth)
reminicense of my childhood
tears (all ma friends like this out of all the mini drawings cuz its cute, wateva)
broken wing (poster version) (hehe drwe this in ma arabic book lol ;P)
broken wing (small)
Friday, April 07, 2006

these words were left unheard

so i stopped speaking

these emotions were never felt

so i stopped showing

these veiws were never looked

so i stopped showing

these opinions were never considered

so i stopped givingthis girl was never respected

so i stopped fighting

these wishes never came true

so i stopped asking

these ambitions would never come true

so i have no determination

reality filled with facts

so there were no dreams filled with possibilites

life became so monotonous

so i stopped living...

not a poem since there is no rythem or ryhme just lines written by me

Thursday, April 06, 2006

"It's no good to give up

why do you not listen to me

"Simplicity" won't help you

become stronger

When you're young you're helpless, yet it's a great time

Adults may say so, but if that's the truth

then I don't want a destination anymore


*Useless memories, unreliable promises

Dreams are nice, but I don't need them

I'll survive by myself

because the future holds nothing for me

Though today I'm wrapped by the

kindness in my life

Sometimes, that kindness

suffocates me

I'd rather hide insecurity and protect my boring life

Though my monochrome self-confidence piles up

It keeps wanting to break it down

I cry because I think I'm a good person

I don't hate my smile, but I don't need it

It may sound like nonsense, but I just want truth

So that one day, I'll understand these painful things


The days that are full of lies

The things that shine with decorations

Even if I obtained themit wouldn't change a thing


just lyrics, i liked it so i posted here ;Pi am such an idle person

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
y can't ppl leave me alone!
its always do this, do that!
god just leave me alone i m not botherin am i, i am not interferein in ur work then y r u intereferin wid my life!!!
this week i got stripped off my post of the v.pres of the class (frankly i dun care just became for the heck of it not to do work)
the teacher told me i am not responsible, (well i know that!)
then the art teacher is like i am gonna exhibit ur drawin book (of gr8 more work!) my work is incomplete and i have to EXHIBIT IT ON ACTIVITY DAY!
then i am really jealous of this one guy who apparently appeared on ALL the quizzzes and contests that happend! (rite i m jealous)
but wateva his luck...
today we had a quiz on health and one team is soooooooooooooooooooo stupid
they dun where the food is steamed under pressure there were options given a)somethin b)somethin c)pressure cooker (since that was the answer thats y i remeber ;P) d)somethin

and the stupid ppl said A! god HOW STUPID CAN U BE! HAVE U NEVER ENTERED A KITCHEN!
well wateva it was my house who said that answer but in the end they won.
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lets see now wat to do,
play sodoku, chat, go to forums, complete work, daydream, and studies well huh got weekends! :D
D: nah exams comin up have to stdy and get good grades that means 4 b's and 3 or 4 a's.
Thought for the day

"male menopause"
quoted from one of the CIE AS level English exam


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Rabia 17 Pakistani

materialistic mind with a tinge of spirituality

selfish n greed r in my mind n yet my sympathetic heart can be melted away by an indigent, adventurous, wierd mixture of quietness with a sudden blast of wildness

artistic talents have yet to be improved, the maturity has passed to such a level that i now have invented my own philosophies
intelligent in studies yet i have not reached the point where i have to wear glasses
leads an aimless life, don't have a social life outside school, not prejudiced easily.
past is forgotten, futured is never cared for n present is boring...
a realistic mind with a touch of impossibility
likes to sing in the toilet, a thin-stiff stick,
a friendly person who has an open ear for anyone's trash
monotony can lead me to go temporarily wild, which can cause chaos
a person who daydreames 90% of the time during classes and 10% yawning
and yet manages to get above average grades
, a lazy ass, the i try to run away from responsibilities the more they chase after me
a rebel who fights against the senseless rules and regulations indoctrinated by our society
common courtesy is given to everyone; indiscriminately, unless someone antagonizes me
respect is given to those who deserve not any old person
official defined as a procastinator, describin myself? it ain't a peice of cake...
i have yet to figure out if i am more than a human being?
probably not...
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Likes and Dislikes

Dislikes
  • showoffs, bullies, really stupid ppl, mr/ms-i-know-everythin respectin just cuz their old (RESPECT PPL BY THEIR CHARACTER N NOT THEIR AGE!), ppl who patronize


  • Likes
  • orange juice, ice lolly!, friends!, perfumes, comics, blogging, corn, art, fries, cookies, mc flurry with oreos! or baskin robins cookies n cream, computer, digital art, sunflowers, holidays, ice-cream, internet, chocolate to be specific:- kinder bueno and hersheys cookies n cream, japanese, anime, chocolate muffins, music, orange, photoshop cs2, pizza, purple, radioblogclub, rainbows, rainy days, my tablet, drawin, guitar, slacking, readin, singin, photography, money, day dreamin, ps3, watchin tv...


  • Right Now
    Say must study
    Music Do the panic!
    Wanna kill... no one at the moment
    Bought check shirt!
    Writing u wish i was
    Msn nick mushy head
    Eating had breakfast at 11 am
    Drawing the 2 face girl
    Goal for the day study accounts and finish at least half of the painting
    OMG indian dramas can be soo dramatic and over-the-top in acting
    WTF? kill that cheap-ass salesman


    materialist
    chucks
    play on a grand piano
    see snow
    slr
    semi acuostic guitar with vintage curves and a modern illustration imprinted on it
    mp3 player
    read digital fortress
    visit a foreign country
    tablet
    buy new boots
    stop procrastinating


    music.



    noise.




    nonsense.
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    memories.

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