Sunday, April 09, 2006
yay i finally made an account on deviantart and posted my drawings since they wer soo crappy :P
actually most of my friends forced me to do it cuz they think i am all the talented bullshit, anyways i just did cuz i was bored although the pics aren't that gr8 quality since they weren't scanned just took pics from the camera soo i hope u all like it
my portrait wen i was small (magnified version)thumbs up (not that great since i drew by watching my own hand doing thumbs up)
mini drawings by mOi
hand
regine's glasses (shes my partner who sits beside me class)
rocking chair (its mostly drawn outta proportion but wth)
reminicense of my childhood
tears (all ma friends like this out of all the mini drawings cuz its cute, wateva)
broken wing (poster version) (hehe drwe this in ma arabic book lol ;P)
broken wing (small)
Friday, April 07, 2006
these words were left unheard
so i stopped speaking
these emotions were never felt
so i stopped showing
these veiws were never looked
so i stopped showing
these opinions were never considered
so i stopped givingthis girl was never respected
so i stopped fighting
these wishes never came true
so i stopped asking
these ambitions would never come true
so i have no determination
reality filled with facts
so there were no dreams filled with possibilites
life became so monotonous
so i stopped living...
not a poem since there is no rythem or ryhme just lines written by me
Thursday, April 06, 2006
"It's no good to give up
why do you not listen to me
"Simplicity" won't help you
become stronger
When you're young you're helpless, yet it's a great time
Adults may say so, but if that's the truth
then I don't want a destination anymore
*Useless memories, unreliable promises
Dreams are nice, but I don't need them
I'll survive by myself
because the future holds nothing for me
Though today I'm wrapped by the
kindness in my life
Sometimes, that kindness
suffocates me
I'd rather hide insecurity and protect my boring life
Though my monochrome self-confidence piles up
It keeps wanting to break it down
I cry because I think I'm a good person
I don't hate my smile, but I don't need it
It may sound like nonsense, but I just want truth
So that one day, I'll understand these painful things
The days that are full of lies
The things that shine with decorations
Even if I obtained themit wouldn't change a thing
just lyrics, i liked it so i posted here ;Pi am such an idle person
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
y can't ppl leave me alone!
its always do this, do that!
god just leave me alone i m not botherin am i, i am not interferein in ur work then y r u intereferin wid my life!!!
this week i got stripped off my post of the v.pres of the class (frankly i dun care just became for the heck of it not to do work)
the teacher told me i am not responsible, (well i know that!)
then the art teacher is like i am gonna exhibit ur drawin book (of gr8 more work!) my work is incomplete and i have to EXHIBIT IT ON ACTIVITY DAY!
then i am really jealous of this one guy who apparently appeared on ALL the quizzzes and contests that happend! (rite i m jealous)
but wateva his luck...
today we had a quiz on health and one team is soooooooooooooooooooo stupid
they dun where the food is steamed under pressure there were options given a)somethin b)somethin c)pressure cooker (since that was the answer thats y i remeber ;P) d)somethin
and the stupid ppl said A! god HOW STUPID CAN U BE! HAVE U NEVER ENTERED A KITCHEN!
well wateva it was my house who said that answer but in the end they won.
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lets see now wat to do,
play sodoku, chat, go to forums, complete work, daydream, and studies well huh got weekends! :D
D: nah exams comin up have to stdy and get good grades that means 4 b's and 3 or 4 a's.